Ken's thoughts

Symbolism of Kaneki's Mental state *the white flowers* going Haywire and becoming Savage *the red flowers*

Beginning of Series: 

• That girl is so cute. 
• Her name is Rize and she likes the same books as me, such a coincidence!
•  E-E-Eh!? She said she's been watching me too?! 
• Is this my lucky day??

*Is attacked my Rize*

Being attacked by Rize:

• A-A-A-A-Ahhh
• A-A G-Ghoul!!!
• I need to get away!
• Why??
• Why me...?
• Eh..? Ri...ze..-san...

*While Surgery*

• ?..
• Organs?...Transplant? 
• What're they talking about?
• ah...this is a dream...

*After Surgery*

• I'm not hungry at all...
• Everything taste disgusting...
• In Kafka's novel...the man that turned into a bug finds that his taste in food has changed...and the only thing he can eat is rotten cheese...or milk...
• In my case...
• What is the cheese!?!?!

*walking in the ally way*

• Something smells good...
• It's food....?
• Something....I can eat?!
• Oh my god...
• I was attracted to the smell....Of human flesh....

*Starts Crying*

• I'm a monster.

*Few days later*

• I'm so hungry.
• Eat
• No!
• Eat
• Shut up!
• Eat, Kaneki-kun
• *snaps*
• Y-Yea! H-Hide is my friend! So I h-have to eat him!
• Yes, eat up.

*passes out, wakes up*

• I wanted to eat Hide...
• I wanted to eat my friend...
• This stupid hunger and I have no idea how to tame it...
• I do...
• But if I eat human flesh....I'll stop being human....
• I'm Human, yet my body is like this...I belong to neither world, I don't have a place to belong.....
• No....
• I'm human AND a ghoul...I belong to both world

*After Being Tortured by "Jason" or Yamori*

• My friends will be killed!
• I chose to be hurt instead of hurting others....but I was just weak...
• Mom you were the same way! If you turned away her! you wouldnt have left me all alone...
• Mom...
• Mom...
• Why...? Why did you leave me all alone...?
• I missed you...I hate being alone...I wish you had chosen me!
• I wish you had lived for me! Even if you hurt your sister! EVEN IF IT MEANT THAT! You...should've chosen me...
• Can I still remain on the side of being hurt?
• No I CANT!
• If my enemies get stronger....they'll invade the 20th ward and kill my friends...
• I won't allow that!
• Anyone who tries to take my place from me will get no mercy
• Do I have that kind of strength?
• Yes.
• Are you saying you'll accept me?
• No...I'm not saying that....
• I'M SAYING....I'll SURPASS you....I AM a GHOUL.

*Fighting Yamori*

• You tried to eat me, so If I eat you..isn't that..just too bad?